Changes

Well these last 3 weeks have been emotionally difficult for me. I have had some real fun times sprinkled with some real tough times. Brian and i went to the muskegon bike time with a couple of his friends. 2.5 of the days were a terrific time and the other portion was a flash back to how he treated me in the past. That behavior is nothing i ever need to tolerate again. However when we went on the boat last week it was really bad. I ended up so furious and emotional toward him in front of a couple of friends to the point i am not sure they will ever hang out with me again. I told him he could no longer share my room. However he apologized and i let him. We got along real well again for a bit but the other night he kept saying he was coming home soon. He didnt. He came home much later. I
Told him i was unhappy about how he wasnt honest and by the end of it we had a fight. Not as bad as the one a week ago, but enough that he really is out of my room now. Its been 2 nights now and its hard. We got along fine when we watched a movie last night but he doesnt see why i feel how he has treated me is wrong since we arent a couple anymore and i cant get him to understand. Probably this is for the best in the long run. It will be easier for me to start dating this way. I have a couple of "dates" with old friends set for when i come back from the Bahamas next week. I will see how it goes.

Changes

Well these last 3 weeks have been emotionally difficult for me. I have had some real fun times sprinkled with some real tough times. Brian and i went to the muskegon bike time with a couple of his friends. 2.5 of the days were a terrific time and the other portion was a flash back to how he treated me in the past. That behavior is nothing i ever need to tolerate again. However when we went on the boat last week it was really bad. I ended up so furious and emotional toward him in front of a couple of friends to the point i am not sure they will ever hang out with me again. I told him he could no longer share my room. However he apologized and i let him. We got along real well again for a bit but the other night he kept saying he was coming home soon. He didnt. He came home much later. I
Told him i was unhappy about how he wasnt honest and by the end of it we had a fight. Not as bad as the one a week ago, but enough that he really is out of my room now. Its been 2 nights now and its hard. We got along fine when we watched a movie last night but he doesnt see why i feel how he has treated me is wrong since we arent a couple anymore and i cant get him to understand. Probably this is for the best in the long run. It will be easier for me to start dating this way. I have a couple of "dates" with old friends set for when i come back from the Bahamas next week. I will see how it goes.