Well, the Holidays are Winding Down

The holidays are winding down. I think I've gotten through pretty well. I spent time with my family and friends and didn't let myself get too stressed out. Even when someone tried to bring me down by interrupting my Christmas morning with a text message, I didn't let it bother me. And then I got a laugh to know that she's still contacting my husband to let him know how special he is to her, although she's engaged and living with a guy. How much lower can a person get? He may be divorcing me and that may make me sad, but I also know that I won't jump into the arms (and bed) of another guy and then attempt to cheat on him with my ex. I know who I am, and I know what I want, and I also know that I can't always get what I want. Things will go my way, the way they are meant to be, whether I want it or not. In the meantime, I am just going to have to enjoy myself with what I've got and not be bothered by the lesser people. Using part of what someone else recently said, I'm not going to let a "circle-jerk of f-ing white trash" get me down. :) Trash is there for a reason. It's to be shoveled all together in a big pile so that the rest of us don't have to see it mixed into our world.