Mediation

I got notification today about our mediation date. It's hard to believe still that this is actually happening. Don't get me wrong I know he's been a complete jerk from the very beginning of this whole nightmare, I know he is not who he used to be but it is still so sad to know that this is it. I really thought he loved me and was faithful. He made a total ass of me and feels no remorse whatsoever about destroying our family. That makes me sad. I am also going to be having to pay so much in lawyer fees. The fact that if wont negotiate is going to cost so much more than if he would have split everything in the first place. Anyway, the end is near, and life will continue.