Tuesday, December 4, 2007
Sucky Day
I have been feeling a bit down again. I wish it wasn't like this. The holidays are here and it sucks. I try so hard to act happy with the hope I can be happy again soon. Brian and I have still been talking but the last 2 days he's been talking less. I got a bit nosy and looked at his phone yesterday and he got mad. That is probably what started his new attitude toward me. So, now he's treating me differently again. It's just so hard facing this divorce when I don't want it. Also this house is also proving to be quite a challenge. The market sucks so badly that the house is worth less than we owe on it. So two companies have told me they can't help me and now I am focusing on the credit union. So far it looks like they will be able to do something but I will need money to close. As if I have money anywhere to give. So financially this all sucks as bad as it does emotionally.
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You know, you might have a very hard time staying in your house, but, it's a nice stable place that your girls are used to. Daddy leaving and them having to move would be hard to do together. My kids had a very hard time moving and we were all together. You can remember the good memories and eventually the bad ones will fade, especially when you find your dream man.
-cheryl
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