I'll be OK

A friend of mine sent me one of those chain emails with the below message in it. She's a very thoughtful person that has called to check on me during this terrible time in my life. I have many friends that have been there for me through this. I also have God in my life, and I've been praying for healing all the time. My days and nights are tough. The person I devoted my life to is gone and I miss him. I'm going through the grieving process at the same time I am dealing with this stranger in my home. This stranger is causing me pain daily and won't leave my house. He is causing me a lot of financial problems as well. I know my husband that I loved so much with all my heart always told me he thought he'd die by time he reached 30, and I remember telling him I was so happy he passed 30 and would be with me, but apparently he did die and was replaced by a shell of who he was. This shell that has been in my life now is cruel, hurtful, sneaky and more. The person that he has let into his life, and essentially mine and my beautiful daughters' lives, is a hateful, cruel person as well. I am so sick to my stomach for the day he plans to destroy our children with the introduction of her. She's just as immoral and sinful as him and I pray that with my influence and the influence of the other people in their lives, that my children will never be swayed into thinking that what they've done is ok.

My children will and should always love their father, it's just so sad who their father has become. I will always encourage them to enjoy their visits with their father, and I will not speak poorly of him to them. They'll discover it all on their own as they grow. Hopefully he'll find his way back to God and some form of a decent lifestyle before they are old enough to realize what his drinking and sex addictions have done to him. He is so precious in their eyes. They adore him, and I'm sad to think of them being crushed.

I was blind sided by this loss in my life, but with God, my friends, and my family I know I'll be ok. In fact, I'll be better than ok. Here is what my friend sent to me:

GOD WANTED ME TO TELL YOU It shall be well with you this year. No matter how much your enemies try this year, they will not succeed. You have been destined to make it and you shall surely achieve all your goals this year. For the remaining months of the year, all your agonies will be diverted and victory and prosperity will be incoming in abundance. Today God has confirmed the end of your sufferings, sorrows and pain because HE that sits on the throne has remembered you. He has taken away the hardships and given you JOY. He will never let you down. I knocked at heaven's door this morning, God asked me... My child! what can I do for you? And I said, 'Father, please protect andbless the person reading this message... '