Questions

When did it become ok to be so hurtful? When did it become ok to treat me so horribly? When did he lose his sense of right from wrong? Was it always this way and i just didnt see it? Did he just decide one day on a whim to throw it all away? Or was it all a sham from the beginning? What God has put together let no man put asunder. Putting asunder hurts like hell. It hurts so much i can barely breath. Its not Gods way and it hurts. But why do i have to be the one hurting when i have been the faithful one? The loving one? The trusting one? Why do i feel like i am the one being punished and destroyed?